EmOtiOnal

Saturday, 17 October 2009

  • Currently
    E=MC2
    By Mariah Carey
    i stay in love
    see related

    The song is repeating in my head.


    D
    ying inside 'cause I can't stand it
    Make or break up
    Can't take this madness
    We don't even really know why
    All I know is baby

    I try and try so hard
    To keep our love alive

    If you don't know me at this point
    Then I highly doubt you ever will
    I really need you to give me
    That unconditional love I used to feel
    It's a mistake if we just erase it
    From our hearts and minds and I know

    We said let go
    But I kept on hanging on
    Inside I know it's over
    You're really gone
    It's killing me

    'cause there ain't nothing
    That I can do
    Baby, I stay in love with you
    And I keep on telling myself
    That you'll come back around
    And I try to front like "Oh well"
    Each time you let me down
    See I can't get over you now
    No matter what I do
    But baby, baby
    I stay in love with you

    It cuts so deep
    It hurts down to my soul
    My friends tell me
    I ain't the same no more
    We still need each other
    When we stumble and fall

    How we gonna act
    Like what we had
    Ain't nothin' at all now 

Thursday, 30 April 2009

Wednesday, 29 April 2009

Monday, 27 April 2009

  • today

    during eng lesson...suddenly got headache and my eyes super pain de~~
    vry tired and i went home straight.....
    wah~today wen home with
    shuying,ethel,reine,yuenping,siling,jieling,
    renyi,huangrui,zhengquan,zeryee,neil......
    so many ppl....but not really go home tgt
    jus take the same bus..my fav.143
    after the bus trip.......
    some of us take bus
    some of us take mrt...
    me and neil managed to got onto the train
    so as yuenping,siling and jieling...
    then the train stop at bukit gombak>.<
    gonna go back......to bt batok
    then went to westmall's lib......
    we saw alot of ppl!!!really!!!!
    esp.........nvm
    they all tot that we are steading
    we are not loh~~~~~~
    we are just good frens~~~~
    haiz nvm......dun wan explain le
    also no use de~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
    ............................................................
    since last year........i have not meet him for about half a yr
    today i saw him---mr jealousy!
    im random..haha

    with stress and love,
    baoyi^^

Saturday, 25 April 2009

Friday, 24 April 2009

  • the t-shirt~

    i dont feel like bathing.....
    the tshirt smell nice(haha..vry random)
    i love the tshirt........
    once i bath,i got to wash it
    and i will nvr smell the 'aroma' from the shirt again..><..
    hahahahaha...................eeeeeeeeyerrr...so dirty!
    okok i go bath later....
    just let me smell it for yi xia xia...haha
    ............................................................................
    who lie???
    idk...........
    i heard different things from different ppl
    nvm....let it be...
    whatever....and i dont care anymore~
    i dont wan make ppl angry or emo...
    ...........................................................................
    i handed in all my art work!
    haha....i so good girl... :D
    ..........................................................................
    you still cares abt her alot.
    really!!its just that u dont want to admit.
    i know its none of my business.
    i just..haiz nvm.......
    ..........................................................................
    ~~~i have nothing but your tshirt on
          i gotta be strong............................................
    ~~~i love you,i love you not?


    be stronger,think before you do something,
    baoyi> <

Wednesday, 22 April 2009

  • the emo mixture!!!

    today something bad happened!!!!!
    i made renyi cried~
    i don wan to see my fens cry~~
    i made them quarrel....
    i dun wan to see my frens quarrel with others~~~
    although they said its not my fault
    but somehow i think im one of the reason tat causing all this things happen
    then i msg nicole smthing which i think is quite weird
    then is like she is not happy
    then from her reply
    i found out tat i misunderstood her
    i try to apologise but it seems like it doesn works
    its all my fault~~~~~~


    10min later.....suddenly mrs lim said i vry good....
    then mr liang lu said my speech vry well written....
    but i no mood to smile....
    although im quite happy when i heard all these
    but jus no mood to smile....

    then its science remedial....
    ms loh is a v.good teacher she gave us alot of notes to study
    no matter how good her teaching is
    at that 1 hour i jus no mood to listen~
    then the whole lesson i was like somehow emoing
    i dont noe why~~~

    then i went home alone~~~
    dont noe why..
    i alight at the library's busstop
    then i feel vry sian.....and i went to lib
    ...........................................
    i fell asleep in the lib when i was reading a book
    some of you might say
    'wah~you so 'good girl' go lib read books?i tot you like to slack in lib?'
    hahaha~~~yes i read i book...but i fell asleep~~
    haiz~~~~
    thats what the blur queen always do!!!
    when i wake up i got a bad headache~~~~

    thats the end of today
    its not a pleasant day today
    i make alot of ppl upset
    including myself


Tuesday, 21 April 2009

  • an emo entry

    i crying becuz the four names~~~
    i dont know why the hell that i am feeling this way now~
    who is in my head ?
    who is in my heart ?
    I DONT KNOW!!!!!!!!!!

         when he send me that msg.
         i was shock and i feel happy?why?

         when i hold his hand i did feel something
         but what feeling is that?

         he ignored me!
         i finally saw him online
         as in last time i think he appear offline becuz he wanna avoid me
         but he is online now why couldn i just ask him the reason that he ignore me?

         he is very nice
         he told me that he like me
         actually i knew it long time ago just that im not confirm yet
         but i dont know what is that weird feeling that i have abt him...

    what the hell am i thinking now?????
    what is this ?????
    i think i cant slp tonight....be cuz of this stupid confusion
    seriously who do i like now???????????
    things are driving me crazy!!!!!
    i love you,i love you not.......................

Tuesday, 14 April 2009

  • comfort

    stress.....TMR IS SYF!!
    excited~hyper~happy
    oya forgot to tell you guys i got the syf grp again

    but when i reach home...
    something change my emotion...
    i hurt another person again!!
    im really vry sorry
    i dun wan to hurt anyone
    cuz i noe how it exactly feels like~


    okays............................................................
    no reply from you again.................................
    all i need now is a hug...................................
    i feel so insecure~


Saturday, 04 April 2009

  • the only chance left

    i failed my audition:'(
    thr's only one chance i left
    i got to sing in front of mr kwei
    omg...i hope i wun make the same mistake again!!

    after the audition on fri...i cried...
    i was so upset and i dont want to go back home
    its 6.30plus.......................................
    then i called someone~
    after that phone call i was like much much more better~
    i told sum1 that i might not be studying in sg if my results are bad
    someone told me,'i would rather you kick out of syf grp...i dont want u to leave sg'
    wah~~so touch > < ^^

    so...baoyi if you wanna stay in sg,better work hard for both choir and your studies
    cuz you only have one last chance left!!!

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