EmOtiOnal
Saturday, 17 October 2009
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E=MC2
By Mariah Carey
i stay in love
see relatedThe song is repeating in my head.

Dying inside 'cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive
If you don't know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's a mistake if we just erase it
From our hearts and minds and I know
We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
'cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you
It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gonna act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now
Thursday, 30 April 2009
Wednesday, 29 April 2009
Monday, 27 April 2009
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today
during eng lesson...suddenly got headache and my eyes super pain de~~
vry tired and i went home straight.....
wah~today wen home with
shuying,ethel,reine,yuenping,siling,jieling,
renyi,huangrui,zhengquan,zeryee,neil......
so many ppl....but not really go home tgt
jus take the same bus..my fav.143
after the bus trip.......
some of us take bus
some of us take mrt...
me and neil managed to got onto the train
so as yuenping,siling and jieling...
then the train stop at bukit gombak>.<
gonna go back......to bt batok
then went to westmall's lib......
we saw alot of ppl!!!really!!!!
esp.........nvm
they all tot that we are steading
we are not loh~~~~~~
we are just good frens~~~~
haiz nvm......dun wan explain le
also no use de~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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since last year........i have not meet him for about half a yr
today i saw him---mr jealousy!
im random..haha
with stress and love,
baoyi^^
Saturday, 25 April 2009
Friday, 24 April 2009
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the t-shirt~
i dont feel like bathing.....
the tshirt smell nice(haha..vry random)
i love the tshirt........
once i bath,i got to wash it
and i will nvr smell the 'aroma' from the shirt again..><..
hahahahaha...................eeeeeeeeyerrr...so dirty!
okok i go bath later....
just let me smell it for yi xia xia...haha
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who lie???
idk...........
i heard different things from different ppl
nvm....let it be...
whatever....and i dont care anymore~
i dont wan make ppl angry or emo...
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i handed in all my art work!
haha....i so good girl... :D
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you still cares abt her alot.
really!!its just that u dont want to admit.
i know its none of my business.
i just..haiz nvm.......
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~~~i have nothing but your tshirt on
i gotta be strong............................................
~~~i love you,i love you not?
be stronger,think before you do something,
baoyi> <
Wednesday, 22 April 2009
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the emo mixture!!!
today something bad happened!!!!!
i made renyi cried~
i don wan to see my fens cry~~
i made them quarrel....
i dun wan to see my frens quarrel with others~~~
although they said its not my fault
but somehow i think im one of the reason tat causing all this things happen
then i msg nicole smthing which i think is quite weird
then is like she is not happy
then from her reply
i found out tat i misunderstood her
i try to apologise but it seems like it doesn works
its all my fault~~~~~~
10min later.....suddenly mrs lim said i vry good....
then mr liang lu said my speech vry well written....
but i no mood to smile....
although im quite happy when i heard all these
but jus no mood to smile....
then its science remedial....
ms loh is a v.good teacher she gave us alot of notes to study
no matter how good her teaching is
at that 1 hour i jus no mood to listen~
then the whole lesson i was like somehow emoing
i dont noe why~~~
then i went home alone~~~
dont noe why..
i alight at the library's busstop
then i feel vry sian.....and i went to lib
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i fell asleep in the lib when i was reading a book
some of you might say
'wah~you so 'good girl' go lib read books?i tot you like to slack in lib?'
hahaha~~~yes i read i book...but i fell asleep~~
haiz~~~~
thats what the blur queen always do!!!
when i wake up i got a bad headache~~~~
thats the end of today
its not a pleasant day today
i make alot of ppl upset
including myself
Tuesday, 21 April 2009
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an emo entry
i crying becuz the four names~~~
i dont know why the hell that i am feeling this way now~
who is in my head ?
who is in my heart ?
I DONT KNOW!!!!!!!!!!
when he send me that msg.
i was shock and i feel happy?why?
when i hold his hand i did feel something
but what feeling is that?
he ignored me!
i finally saw him online
as in last time i think he appear offline becuz he wanna avoid me
but he is online now why couldn i just ask him the reason that he ignore me?
he is very nice
he told me that he like me
actually i knew it long time ago just that im not confirm yet
but i dont know what is that weird feeling that i have abt him...
what the hell am i thinking now?????
what is this ?????
i think i cant slp tonight....be cuz of this stupid confusion
seriously who do i like now???????????
things are driving me crazy!!!!!
i love you,i love you not.......................
Tuesday, 14 April 2009
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comfort
stress.....TMR IS SYF!!
excited~hyper~happy
oya forgot to tell you guys i got the syf grp again
but when i reach home...
something change my emotion...
i hurt another person again!!
im really vry sorry
i dun wan to hurt anyone
cuz i noe how it exactly feels like~
okays............................................................
no reply from you again.................................
all i need now is a hug...................................
i feel so insecure~
Saturday, 04 April 2009
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the only chance left
i failed my audition:'(
thr's only one chance i left
i got to sing in front of mr kwei
omg...i hope i wun make the same mistake again!!
after the audition on fri...i cried...
i was so upset and i dont want to go back home
its 6.30plus.......................................
then i called someone~
after that phone call i was like much much more better~
i told sum1 that i might not be studying in sg if my results are bad
someone told me,'i would rather you kick out of syf grp...i dont want u to leave sg'
wah~~so touch > < ^^
so...baoyi if you wanna stay in sg,better work hard for both choir and your studies
cuz you only have one last chance left!!!
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